Light at the End of the Tunnel?

I used to believe that as long as one puts in the effort, one will likely succeed. Even if success does not come along one's way, at least one knows one has put in one's best and should move on with no regrets.

By God's grace, things have turned slightly more positive, and it seems the light is just round the corner. After having hit many deadends, I think the struggle through the tunnel is coming to an end soon.

But it is not the result I had hoped for. I have fought hard, used my ammunition, tried knocking hard, but doors are not opening.

I will be treading a route that I had resisted. But my acceptance lies in my belief that God is in control. I am grateful that He has sent an angel to assist me. I have nothing to offer except nonsense, and still the angel helps me. And I really really appreciate it. I wondered if he was a Christian and yes, he is a kind-hearted soul who is also a brother-in-Christ. May God bless him richly, I have never felt so indebted to someone who went out of his way to help me and I actually feel bad about it. People who know me are aware that I never like to ask people for assistance if I could help it...I'd much rather solve it myself than to impose myself on others. But he has helped me without me asking, and I can only pray that God will bless him so abundantly and richly.

God knows what is best for me. I know that while I may resist and be unhappy with the decision, when I look back in future, I know all things work together for the good of those who love Him.