Writing within the confines of a public blog limits freedom of expression to only things that one would like to share with family and friends. I write to share, but also to remember. So decision is to record it. Little blogs to remember who I think I am, or perhaps to get to know myself better.
Throws me back about 10 years ago...an incident I still remember. I cried in the shower, reluctantly went upstairs after ensuring it wasn't obvious I had teared. Friends come, friends go. But there are some friends I know would have been my best-est of friends if I didn't choose to let go. I thank God I still have some really great friends and I treasure them, but I still miss the others who were once important in my life. I think of them, do they think of me?
Its all wrong..completely wrong and I have no right to feel this way. I think I know myself, but actually not very well. Realisation occurs only when it happens, and hmm, I must really get to know myself better. I'm abit surprised by myself, but I know time heals (though never entirely) wounds. I'll try to work it out cheerfully. Don't worry, be happy rite! I have many other blessings to be thankful about.
The above seems incoherent and confusing? Probably, since they come from bits and pieces of my life in random order. But feeling better already, but still dreading to start on my financial computing homework. In my entire life, I have never encountered such a challenging subject...not my cup of tea, I would say. But nonetheless, I'm going to drink it up and hopefully get a decent score for exams next week.
Wish me luck! =)
Throws me back about 10 years ago...an incident I still remember. I cried in the shower, reluctantly went upstairs after ensuring it wasn't obvious I had teared. Friends come, friends go. But there are some friends I know would have been my best-est of friends if I didn't choose to let go. I thank God I still have some really great friends and I treasure them, but I still miss the others who were once important in my life. I think of them, do they think of me?
Its all wrong..completely wrong and I have no right to feel this way. I think I know myself, but actually not very well. Realisation occurs only when it happens, and hmm, I must really get to know myself better. I'm abit surprised by myself, but I know time heals (though never entirely) wounds. I'll try to work it out cheerfully. Don't worry, be happy rite! I have many other blessings to be thankful about.
The above seems incoherent and confusing? Probably, since they come from bits and pieces of my life in random order. But feeling better already, but still dreading to start on my financial computing homework. In my entire life, I have never encountered such a challenging subject...not my cup of tea, I would say. But nonetheless, I'm going to drink it up and hopefully get a decent score for exams next week.
Wish me luck! =)
